what’s that ?
i don’t think i got lots of feeling to write about that .
the better way is: leave it blank .
if i can , wanna throw it . ok , then throw it !!!!! but i cann’t !!!!!

what’s that ?
i don’t think i got lots of feeling to write about that .
the better way is: leave it blank .
if i can , wanna throw it . ok , then throw it !!!!! but i cann’t !!!!!


we have long time didn’t make funny , then we opened the hot music to dance in our room ,three of us like crazy people just dancing , suleiman , he did fucking dance . the action seems like fucking ,actually not just only a art dance ^-^. it was so funny . we danced until we have no power to dance again , then stop it .
btw , sometimes , i like to do some crazy things in my life . why not ? life is short , enjoy it .
it was time to pray for suleiman. then he asked me on the fire to make warm tea . ( sometimes , i gonna kill him^-^ , he ask but never say thank you . because we are so close to each other no need it ) remember
i thought a good idea . when he was doing the other things , i put lots of salt in the tea ,then just wait for him to drink . on that time , i know he wanna kill me because he was very thirsty then drink so fast . u can imagine how the situation is . haha . i was very fast to run away then locked my room door.
i am writting this post , seperate 2 part , one is morning , the other is afternoon. and my mood also it is ! yes , maybe i am capricious.
ok , then let me tell u what happen . suddenly they (liting with suleiman) decide afternoon to clean all the house rooms , that is no problem , we can clean together . but the problem is : suleiman he was rushing me to become mad because of liting. i know he cares liting so much. that is not a problem , i know that situation betweent he and liting .
because we are not from the same country, some thoughts and cultures are different. sometimes , it is hard to communication . eg: i don’t think i get angry , he thinks i am or i think he is wrong , he persists he is right and so on .
that is all not a big problem , we stay in the same house , we know how to fix it .
so what i wanna say ?
it is : i don’t like somone often puss me up ,let me feel no space no freedom to breath .
when i feel calm down ,like to bring old acquaintances to mind. the way i am doing now .
already write so much , after few days my exam is coming , the fucking exam ! never think i am a good student ^-^
Life is the progression of finding love; every person will need to discover four people in their existence. First person is you. Second person is the one you love most. Third person is the one who love you most and the fourth is the one you spend the rest of your life with…
In life, primarily, you will meet the one you love most, and find out how love feels. Because you recognize how love feels, so you can find the person who loves YOU most. When you experienced the feeling of loving others and being loved, you will then know what it is you need most. Then you will find the person who is most suitable for you, to be able to spend the rest of your life with.
Despondently, in genuine life, these three people are usually not the same person. The one you love most does not love you. The one, who love you most, is never the one you love most and the one you spend your life with, is never the one you love most or the one who love you most. He is just the person who happens to be at the right place at the right time.
Which person are you in other people’s life? No person will purposely reconsider. At the point in time when he loves you, he really loves you. Nevertheless, when he does not love you anymore, he really does not love you anymore. When he loves you, he cannot pretend that he does not. It goes, when he loves you no more, there’s no way he can pretend he loves you.
When a person does not love you and wants to leave you, you must ask yourself if you still love him. If you also do not love him anymore, do not keep him just to save your pride. If you still love him, you should wish him happiness, and hope that he will be with the one he loves mot, not stop him from it. If you stop him from finding true happiness with the one he loves, it shows you already don’t love him, and if you don’t love him, what rights do you have to blame him for a change of heart?
Love is not selfish.
If you like the moon, you cannot just take it down and put it in your basin. However, the moonlight still shines upon you. In other words, when you love a person, you may use another method of possessing the person. Let him become a permanent memory in your life.
If you really love a person, you must love him for what he is. Love him for his good points, and the bad. You cannot wish for him to become like what you like him to be just because you love him. If he cannot change to become what you like him to be, you do not love him anymore.
When you really love a person, you cannot find a reason why you love him. You only know that no matter when and where, good mood or bad, you will wish to have this person to be with you. Real love is when two people can go through the toughest problems without asking for promises or listing criteria. In a relationship, you have to put in effort and give in at times, not always be on the receiving end.
Being away form each other is a type of test. If the relationship is not strong, then you can only admit defeat. Real love will never become hate. When two people are in love, they love to ask each other to swear, to make promises… Why do they ask each other to swear and promise? Because they do not trust each other, they do not trust their lover.
These swear and promises are useless:
“Till the sky falls, till the ocean dry, my love for you will never change!”
We all know that the sky will never fall; the ocean will never dry. Even if it does happen, are we still alive by then?
Be careful when making promises; do not make promises that you cannot keep. Swear by things that can never happen, because it can never happen, so no harm just saying it casually. Remember, swearing by things that can never happen are the most touching?
In a relationship, what you say is one thing, but what you do is another; the one saying does not believe; the one listening also does not believe.
“Just because someone doesn’t love you the way you want them to, doesn’t mean they don’t love you with all they have…”

This is simple but delicious recipe for Fish Ball Vegetable Soup
Ingredients
Seasoning
Method
Bring ikan bilis stock to boil. When boiling rapidly, add fish balls and allow it to cook till the fishballs float to surface.
As soon as the first fishball floats to surface, add the vegetables. Add seasoning.
Dish up when all fishballs have floated to surface. Sprinkle chinese salted vegetable before serving. If you prefer, you can drizzle a teaspoon of shallot oil.
life is delicious ^-^